As I grow into who I am really am and always was meant to be, I see how much I was programmed to follow the crowd. I have always felt different than most but always connected with many. I always had questions as to why there was supposedly one way to do things. As I now realize that we have the power within to create a beautiful heaven right here and now! Meditation has been an amazing natural tool that has helped me slow down and listen. I can listen to my soul speak and know what works for me. I can decide what lights me up and how I feel fulfilled. I can serve in whichever way I am called to, without people giving me rules and telling me how to do so. I can plant my own foods and live on my own land out as a part of nature. This life is truly meant to be beautiful, we have just been programmed for most of our lives to believe that there are certain things that are supposed to bring us happiness. So I say follow your soul urges and live the life that has always been calling you. Live free, live happy, live inspired!!