Over the past 5 years I have been deeply headed down this path of healing and I will say it’s definitely heavy. The person that you once thought that you were slowly fades away. You start to see all of your neurosis and hang ups. I have learned how I have been addicted to sex, alcohol, people pleasing and codependency for the majority of my adult life. It started young for me having gotten into a sexual relationship at 13 and then shortly after watching my parents divorce and then the very immature relationship fall apart. I experienced trauma at a very young age and unknowingly carried them with me. As I have stumbled through many relationships and having children in some of them I now realize why I have struggled to maintain a healthy one. As it all comes to the surface and I am healing trauma and karma I see myself releasing people, habits and setting healthy boundaries. I believe that we all come here to learn and heal current and past karma. I believe that as we heal and connect deeper to our creator the true purpose of life begins to shine through. Life becomes less heavy and more beautiful. I now see how those struggles have actually helped me grow and become who I am now and better serve those around me. So I say be a little selfish and take the time to go deep within and heal you. You will be doing the world a great service and your whole world will change in the process. Much peace, love and light to all!